welcome to doomsville

oh gosh..i have just arrived at terrortown and entered doomsville and its really pulling my hair everywhere..when will this stop?will this ever stop?i just want to get this over with…i want to,badly…sometimes,i just want to fast forward everything so that i can skip the evil stepmother part and just proceed with the happily ever after and just kiss my prince..but i still have none…

gosh..this was exactly what i’ve been anticipating..and more!i never liked school…it spells stress..pressure..anxiety..fright…and yah,fun.. then i see that ground as my biggest stressor since…i really dont like stress and anxiety..it destroys me..especially that i have watched "a beautiful mind" this morning and i have realized that i could be a schitz! im terrified..petrified..stupified..hehe…but im not going to…i will not…if only i can buy a stress-free happy life…but it’s impossible..

frustrations are ingredients in life..i wonder why…i talk crap here..this is my release page..i just want to break free…(reader:forget this lines..it’s absurd)

i am 2 days sleep deprived..i just need sleep..maybe..maybe if i get a nice and long one tonight i may not talk crap tomorrow..this day is just a hustle and bustle..i almost got late on both my morning and afternoon classes…what a bummer!

stress is not so good for me today..im so sore!

sacrifice but smile in the process..i will just have to tell myself that…

july 6, 2006