show them what friendship means!

people always leave.

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• the one tree hill sucker in me relates with peyton’s words. why do people leave when you just established a strong bond? is the answer life??

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• first, a close high school friend leaves to transfer school. next, a college best friend leaves the country for good. i was hoping nothing will follow but i was wrong, as usual.

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• i was kinda mesmerized when i saw the new sectioning this morning. queencie and i are not classmates anymore.

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• all we’re asking is for us to be together and chance did not give it. we were both in awe. we will be together for the june exams so we’re hoping that we would still be classmates since our other best buds are december board takers, so for sure, we won’t be classmates with them. we thought that the teachers know that we are always together so they

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• separated the three of us who belong in one section and the two of our friends who are classmates last sem. what’s left of us is ourselves.

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• what’s bitter is that we thought the "separation" is intentional. most of the batch’s "buddies" are still classmates..a couple of the "labidabs" are together in one section. i hope this is just a coincidence.. but WHY US? what makes us any different? i hate the fact that we are not classmates! i don’t have anyone closer than an ordinary friend there. i am just imagining myself sitting in the center of the classroom with all those people staring blankly at my self in solitude.

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• i was irked by the thought more than i was disheartened. we even tried to ask if the sectioning was final and if queens can transfer. she just replied: "that’s life..you’ll still be separated soon so you must learn.." gosh! soon is not now! all i’m asking since the very beginning is to be with the right people in my last year! it was right during the first sem but why not now when we’re months away from getting that diploma?? another teacher was quite surprised that we won’t be together anymore. i can fell that she’s indirectly empathizing with us. how can i laugh and enjoy whole heartedly amidst all this? we all felt that way today.

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• i don’t know how to put what i feel now into tame words. i was just vexed by the thought that we won’t be classmates for the whole second semester! WHY? WHY? this would be difficult. we are used to do almost all things together. we BONDED!

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• gosh..this is so hard. i feel alone. i really feel ALONE!

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• am i going to cry? am i going to scream? this is harder than i thought. i did not expect that it would not be so easy for me to cope since i’m like a semi-social butterfly. i almost get around with people well. except for some useless creatures whom i don’t waste my time with and in which a couple of them are my classmates next sem. grr!i just don’t feel them that much.

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• we were just talking earlier that we should look on the bright side. maybe this happened so we can concentrate much and not to dilly dally on our silly escapades. let’s just see. but now, i just don’t know what’s in store for us but i know God has a grater plan. He always does. like with my pharmacology. He made me repeat the course so that i could be constantly reminded that there are a lot of people who are so much better than my silly brain. thank God, i found the meaning!

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• with all this in mind, we decided to open a friendster account of the royal league of beauty and brains and to make a tshirt that says:

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• people always leave…but sometimes, they come back..

let’s show them what this friendship means. .

• i can’t do anything bout this anymore. let chance find its way..

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• so tonight, i’m painting my toes in red polish! if the heart bleeds, so will the toes..haha! i always want to wear red nail polish..

• toodles.

oct 22, 2007