holiday of many firsts

i had a lot of firsts this december..particularly this christmas break..

this is my first xmas that.. i was not able to help with the preparations for our christmas party

i spent my xmas break doing school stuff

i did not feel like christmas

i did not receive more gifts than my siblings

i went to the mall without taking a full bath (giggles)

im anxious quite all the time

i actually have a crush after years in the shadow (?)

its actually raining..

i actually realized that my brother is such a food factory (he eats a lot!)

i dont actually look forward to january coz it gives me the freaks and "anxiety attacks"

i have a godson..

oh,well..that’s just it..everybody’s got their firsts.. bring it on 2007!

dec. 30, 2006