one fine day for me.

today marks the end of my last summer class..the end of my junior year…whew! what a relief..it was a busy day..from getting the final exams a day after the midterms, to going home just to get my nursing manual, to entertaining myself during our tribute to our clinical instructors..it was a tiring day for me..nevertheless, it was the end of terrortown…

my high today was when our clinical instructor announced that she would not be our team leader anymore because we’re gonna be 4th year now..ALL OF US!…(and the crowd went wild!) it was a bliss fro all of us that we made it through as a batch..intact and complete!after the announcement, we cheered then as I say "yey! yey!", tears began to stream from my eyes..i couldn’t help it…i can’t believe I did it! all my efforts really paid off…thank u lord!it was an inappropriate affect, but i guess, it is tears of joy, as they say..I can stop tears from running down..it will only stop for a while and then when the news hit me again, there it goes again!it just sinked in that i have already passed third year and it’s officially over…i hope this will never end..i enjoyed my stay in third year..i enjoyed lessons learned and the transformation of my being into a better person…i feel bittersweet…ambivalent…gosh! I haven’t cried in school since 2nd grade..yup, i have cried in retreats with my classmates but not again within school corridors…it was a bit embarrassing but what the heck! i can’t fight the feeling! it is very overwhelming…i mean, i’m not happy because i passed, but because we all did! I really can’t help to feel the moment and it was tears that made it perfect!it was the cherry on top of the cupcake..hehe.. drama has never been so good..as i said, the drama never stopped!

here we are after the drama!

so here we are..we stood up and we did it…bring all the fun on! HELLO SENIOR YEAR!!

P.S. I’m already leaving tomorrow for a vacation in the states…honestly, i’m not that thrilled about it…hay..i’m going to miss a lot of fun out here..but it’s ok..i take it as a reward that i have gone through terrortown and survived alive and better then ever! what a relief!

ta ta for now! may 25, 2007