holiday bum..

HAPPY 2009 EVERYONE!!! .

• I have been a holiday bum lately..I don't know why but i feel indifferent. This is supposed to be the best holiday. This is the year that MADE me, for crying out loud! but i don't know why i just don't feel like it.

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• Every year, i am in charge of the games for our christmas parties, but now, i just passed on the buck. maybe i'm just tired of the monotony and i just don't feel like it.

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• I don't even had the same enthusiasm of a little girl opening her christmas presents on new year's day just as i was last year! (We open gifts on new year, by the way.) I don't know if its just part of being a holiday bum or its because i had zero gifts under the tree..poor me! haha!

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• Christmas and New year is not always the biggest deal for us. It's just another day wherein i feel that we just need to eat something special on the eve of those days, hear banging firecrackers, relpy to text greetings, open our gifts then sleep. We were used to celebrate it with only the 5 of us along with our helpers. hehe..last year was so much fun since we had our new year with our family in Bacolod. This year, only a few of them are left there..my cousins already left abroad..hehe!

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• yeah..yeah..people always leave..and it makes me think when can i fly away?! gosh! i need to work on my exams fast!and i had not even opened the site of the california board of nursing thingy!

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• i spent the holiday eves at mission hospital for iv therapy requirements completion.. i've always wanted to experience it.. we are supposed to go on duty on the 25th but we didn't since we're tired and don't feel like it.. so we just came back on the 26th since it was ok..and intil the 31st, we had no completes the 6 IV insertions, and 2 blood transfusions..i only got 2 insertions and 6 IVTT's..grr! we're planning to have us rescheduled in february instead..

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• nevertheless, it was just another ordinary day in hospitals on those holidays..maybe hospitals are also indifferent after all..haha!

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• I AM SUCH A BUM!! I NEED TO STOP THIS HARD HABIT TO BREAK!!