time and time again..

• just finished watching the movie "the curious case of benjamin button". It was a good flick. It made me think of time..time can change everything but surely at times only memories do stay..

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• it amazes me how time works. i wonder how it is like to be suspended in time or if time does not matter at all..

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• yesterday, someone flew halfway around the world while i lay asleep. it makes me think what have i been doing? i have been so still for the past months that at times my drive is dropping. i have to live and not just exist!

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"growing younger makes you see your loved ones pass before you."

• i never thought of living in reverse like that. surely it is not the first thing that came into my mind. i imagined the physical aspects first..hehe! nevertheless, this line from the movie took me back to yesterday.

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• yesterday, two of my good friends left..(yeah, yeah..people always leave mode again for the nth time!) one for manila, one for california..i don't know but goodbyes always leave an ache in my heart. its as if one person chips my heart in every goodbye. if this is literal then maybe i have only 2 chambers left! haha! or maybe i am just being a one tree hill addict again..P Sawyer! (they came back from the winter hiatus, btw..and the episode was great!!!)...

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• goodbyes are just plain sad..no matter who..no matter when..

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• this is it for now..i still have to anticipate for tomorrow..me, myself and i may be the only friend i have in my class tomorrow.. (again, i may be alone!)

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• "you don't know how it is to be alone." - While You Were Sleeping