turning 21

• i am turning 21 tomorrow...yes, i am an adult..a legal adult...this sucks for some reasons..i have to live up to being 21..this means more decisions to be made..more gibberish trash and just unlimited adult stuff!

WELCOME TO THE LEGAL WORLD BUM!

• yesterday, i was trying to think how would i celebrate my birthday. i wanted to drink cocktails for some reasons. haha! drink to being 21! (whatever.) today, it boiled down to dinner at Afrique's with my girlfriends and maybe a sleepover. i don't know! we just go and decide as always anyway.

• Last year, I went in the men's room during my birthday JUST TO WASH MY HANDS! This year, I wish I can do something different. I'm 21!! If I had it my way, and money, place, time, distance and other hullabaloos ain't a concern, I would gladly to these on my birthday:

1. Go to Europe and see the majestic architectures, experience art and culture, ride a Vespa and gondola, eat a gellato, learn French from a native (who speaks good english, of course), visit the Louvre, have a photo with Big Ben at exactly 9 am (the time of my birth), be at the top of Eiffel Tower at sunset, shop at Harrod's, check out cute brit guys, take a tour of the Buckingham Palace and listen to british accents forever until I went home with one!
2. Go on a cruise
3. Have a Spa Party
4. Go sky diving, parasailing, bungee jumping and Fly Fish at Boracay and other adventure stuff that can make hearts leap
5. Snorkeling at Great Barrier Reef (if you can snorkel there, if not, diving eh!)
6. Attend the Oscar Awards
7. Have a photo with Johnny Depp and other prominent stars
8. Snob Tom Cruise (I hate him.)
9. Visit all Universal Studios
10. Watch a One Tree Hill filming ---- this is tops!
11. watch a film shooting
12. Buy loads of books
13. Renovate my house
14. Learn how to play a piano and violin
15. Watch all Cirque du Soleil shows
16. Have an extensive movie collection and a grand home theatre to watch them
17. Find love and be with my one true love ----or maybe, this is tops..
18. Earn in a stable job
19. Live life with utmost positivity and certainty
20. Dream BIG
21. and..keep on dreaming!

You know what they say...Don't ever think you don't deserve what you are dreaming of..That is why i will continue dreaming and being ambitious! hahaha! So what?! I'll be 21!

• I watched American Idol last week and I heard Danny Gokey sing the song, I Hope You Dance. Its by Lee Ann Womack. I hope that I can live by this song as I enter another phase.

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty-handed
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance, I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Livin' might mean takin' chances, but they're worth takin'
Lovin' might be a mistake, but it's worth makin'
Don't let some hell-bent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to sellin' out, reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance, I hope you dance
I hope you dance, I hope you dance
(Time is a wheel in constant motion, always rolling us along
Tell me who wants to look back on their years
And wonder, where those years have gone)

• love and bliss frecklesnoots! wish me a happy birthday!

Listening To: the TV turned on